In the past couple of months I’ve seemed to have been wrapped up in the girl’s violin lessons; their band practices; and whatever it was that they had going on at the time. I’ve done this while working full time and attending college at night. In the next week I will begin a new job. Somewhere along the way I’ve seemed to have lost myself.
My life has been wrapped up entirley into taking care of my girls and seeing that they have what they need, but what do I need? Don’t get me wrong, I love my girls and I would lay down my life for them but I feel that something is missing. Lately I’ve been wondering what is my purpose. Being a mother is a great accomplishment for me, but I’ve seemed to have let it completely take over my life. I don’t know.
Maybe I just need to go somewhere and sit my ass down and take a breather. Yeah, I think that’s what I’ll do.
I haven’t posted pictures of the Glam Squad lately so, here goes:
Guess who’s going to be a cheerleader?
Guess who lost another tooth?
Guess who’s getting better and better at playing her violin?
Guess who leaves her old job on Friday to begin a new one and is itching to tell those heffas to kiss her ass, but knows that it would be very unprofessional?
Shooooooooooooooooot! Tell them. I’ve done it before and they didn’t say a word.
Comment by Mel — April 26, 2008 @ 3:30 pm